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[Apr. 5th, 2005|07:39 pm] |
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| | No More Tears -- Ozzy Obsourne | ] | hello everyone sorry i haven't been updating but i've been extremely busy lately with band stuff and just everything that's going on right now. i've been extremely depressed lately so as you can imagine updating hasn't been at the top of my "to-do list" . it just feels like everything is falling apart. at least i'm almost fully over corey thankfully. and than the whole thing with Sam is really starting to annoy me I mean I still like him but we can't go out because we both know it wouldn't work so I have to get over him. And even though I know I never had a chance with Tim now he's got a girlfriend and I mean I guess I was just hoping a miracle would happen and I'd suddenly be good enough for him. I should've known better. I don't know why I expected to get someone that good. Ahh oh well. And than Jason Garcia ughh don't even get me fucking started. I mean he tells me at the beginning he likes me, than he doesn't want a girlfriend, than he thinks we should stay friends for now, than he only likes me as a friend, and now his profile says "M Statz: waitin for her!!" so we know thats over. Once again he's too good for me anyway. I mean who wants to go out with a fuck up like me. I don't blame them. Any of them. It's all my fault. Oh and than we have Amos. Omg he's so fucking hot and he's mad cool. But we both know it probably wouldn't work out. I mean if it did great. But if it didn't chances are I'd never be able to talk to him again which would suck cause like I said he's a mad cool guy. As far as friends go ughh. School has sucked lately. But today was actually really nice. Theo gave me a hug today which is cool. Cause he never hugs me lol. He's the bestest friend ever. And just to clarify this to everyone. I don't like Theo. I thought I did, but I realized its only friendship. And I just got my feelings mixed up. So now that, thats done. Umm let's see anymore bitching I can do?.... Hmm... I think I'll continue with the good stuff. Going to Ozzfest this year of course! I can't fucking wait! And of course. The Metal/Hardcore Fest at the end of the month. Billy Idol and U2 in May. Motley Crue (for the second time) in August which is gonna be a kickass show! Umm let's see... I'm still undecided whether I'll be returning to Saint Anne's next year or transferring to Morton instead... And I'm still undecided on Cathedral.. I mean I'll miss all my friends. But the fact that Jen's not going back kind of umm sucks lol. Pretty much all my friends there either won't be back or they'll be C.I.T's and than Cameron might not be working there. And Kat's only working half days. Steve's not going back *tear* he was so cool. And Aimee might not be going back!!! *crys* So who knows really. Well I guess I'll talk to everyone later.
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[Feb. 23rd, 2005|09:53 pm] |
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| | Scorched Earth Erotica | ] | hello everyone i started a new journal because alot of changes have been made since i made my last journal so i figured i should start new. and now im on my way to being completely wasted once again! leave me lots of comments <3. |
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